i remember the time when we had to do yardwork at your house. that day was so much fun. you took me to the super huge home depot, and we got so many tools! i remember how i injured your foot 0_0. i was such a dummy. but all together i had an amazing day. i like when we do stuff together. i think we made a great team, and we were always silly :P
i’m going to keep this one short. one of my most favorite things to do when playing was to kiss you… i loved how you would always be in the front row, right in front of me. i loved giving you a kiss in front of everyone, because i really did love you, and how beautiful you are inside and out.
i remember when we went to hampton beach with our friends. i havent been to the beach in years since before that day. during that time, we were arguing a lot. but that day. it was amazing. i remember the games we played in the sand, making sand “Castles” and how jarrett made all the best faces for the pictures you took. i remember that we started to walk along the board walk, and we went past a claw machine that still had a game left in it. i have terrible luck, but that 1 free game i got, i ended up getting you a stuffed red sox bear. i was so proud of myself because i am terrible with claw machines. but i was even more excited that i won something in front of your eyes, and got to give you my prize. that was such a fun day i had. i’m glad i got to spend that day at the beach with you. and i’ve always loved the sun glasses you wore. you looked so sexy in them :P
i remember all the times when we used to watch movies and tv shows in your basement till very late at night. the best part of all of it was you falling asleep on me. i hated having to wake you up, because you’re parents wouldnt let us sleep together. you were so hard to wake up, because i knew you just didnt want to. i would have to be so creative everytime trying to wake you. whether it was kisses or other things i had to do, i sure miss all those times. they were awesome.
If you’re gonna rip my heart out could you use a knife that’s dull and rust in color (Once I die) there will be no way that you can cover that scar It’s hard I know And if I get a little blood on you finally the world will know you’re guilty (know you’re wrong) of taking everything you’ve gotten from me No heart It’s hard I know
Mighty King of Avondale I just can’t let this go Real life ain’t no fairy tale I just thought you should know
When you’re finished with the surgery I really hope that you will turn to me and tell me all about the fun you had when you were cuttin’ up… you were cuttin’ up
Living like a fairy tale the mighty King of Avondale It all went to his head this royalty I stuck a knife into his back Inventiveness is what I lack He’s always hanging up on loyalty
i remember your birthday, it was also your brothers wedding. i sucked so bad that day, because i really thought we were going to celebrate your birthday the week after. so all day i ran out and tried making sure i got the best gifts for you. i’m glad you liked them, i was so nervous… but what i loved the most about that day, was dancing with you at the wedding. throughout our relationship we never really danced together, and i wish we have had done it more often. there was nothing more beautiful then holding you so closely and dancing to the music that was played. on that day you were a princess. that day you looked amazing in your blue dress. i can’t even congregate words that can describe how beautiful you looked that day. the only word that can come close is, perfection. if i could re-live any day of my life, i would choose that day. you are so beautiful. you really are. i hope you can see one day, these feelings you have given me.
im never going to forget everything you did for me during my accident. you were so beautiful the night you stayed over next to my bed in the hospital. you fell asleep on 2 chairs. you looked so cold, so i tried to pull over my blankets as best as i could off my bed, and tried keeping you as warm as i could with my arm and blanket. you’re beautiful. i never want you to question that.
whenever i record and pan music, i never do hard pans because i know in your car your right speakers dont work. i’m silly because i just want to make sure that my songs are perfect for you to hear, if you ever listen to them.