great year, i can explain everything great about it here, but what i’m most excited for, is one thing. at midnight, i get to kiss the sweetest girl ever. she’s adorable, and i can’t wait to give her a kiss and make her smile :)
the moment where last night felt like we could understand each other, in a language that wasn’t spoken. the way we felt each others presents, without having to say a word. you’re beautiful to me. you really are. i get nervous. everyone i get close to leaves. but then, i remind myself, they’ll only leave, if i let it. i control my thoughts, i control my actions. but to me, you’re amazing. talking always gets me nervous. but who doesn’t? and with you, i can just be myself, and you just lay on me, and have me hold you. i like the way you feel in my arms, and i want to continue fourth with all of this. you’re an amazing girl, and i want to be the best guy possible for you.